I have been struggling lately to have discipline that I know I want. There are so many things that I want to accomplish, I know that I need to have this skill. Yet it is so hard to create the habits that I want to have. I do well for 2 weeks or so, and then it all falls apart again. Keeping to a schedule, house work, study, learning new skills all while raising two little girls is a hard thing to learn now. I appreciate my mother, and am grateful that she me HOW to do all of these things, the basic skills (except for maybe studying well) so I am not having to learn it all now. But I did not learn to keep in the habit of consistently doing all these things. And perhaps that is just as difficult to learn now.
